MY FATCS AND FANTASY

25.09.2006., ponedjeljak

Seal of Lonelyness

I hate this place
That I was put in to
With this people
That are suppose to be
my family

I do not see them
That way
I see them
As strangers that
I have to live with
I don´t feel nothing
For them
And they for me; I wish!

They gave me this life,
A life of pain and sadness
That I do not deserve; I think.

In this corner
That I am in now
I am crying ; once again,
My face cowered in tears
As the nights full moon
Is trying to dry it,
But the tears just
Keep falling even more

All around me are trees
As I sit on my balcony
Watching the Moon
Standing still and lighting
The path of the road.

I try not to think
About the other
People´s joy and laughter..
But I can not,
I can hear tham all
The way from the beach and
That freedom makes
Me wanna cry even more

I am stack in this house
Until we go home, great home,
With more empty rooms and
More lonelyness.

I am stack in this seal
In my mind
fild
with darkness
And pain
that is in my life.

I look to the sky
And I see stars
They are like little freckles
On the face of the
Early night sky,
Each one brighter than the other
Looking down on me
Seeing my green eyes
Cowered in
bittersweet tears.

I feel a shiver
In my soul
As I think of
My beloved,
Thinking to myself
What if She is looking at the Moon
right now as I am? ( No! )
What if She is alone
right now as I am? ( No! )
What if She hates herself
Just like I do now? ( No! )
What if She missees me
Just like I miss her now?( No! )
What if? What if?

She is the only one
Who can hurt me,
Everyone has…

She is holding a knife
Near my hart
And with every rejection
The knife is getting closer.
Soon the knife will go
Thru my hart
And in time it will kill
The last thing
That is keeping me alive,
In this seal of lonelyness…

And then
I am going to be free!!!

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this poem go´s to everyone
that has hurt me;
emotionaly...
(my loved ones, my parents and me )
through the last couple of months

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18.09.2006., ponedjeljak

Neki (zanimljivi) koncerti...

Evo nekih koncerata koji ce se održati
kroz 06/07 godinu
u ZAGREBU...

25.9. pon
Enslaved and Vreid
Močvara, Zagreb

5.10. čet
Satyricon, Keep Of Kalessin and Insomnium
Boogaloo Club, Zagreb (140 Kn)


8.11. sri (+)
Amon Amarth, Wintersun and Tyr
Boogaloo Club, Zagreb (140/160 Kn)

29.11. sri ( Bwahahaha!!!)
Cradle Of Filth
Boogaloo Club, Zagreb

4.12. pon
Vader
Močvara, Zagreb

22.1. pon
Deicide, Visceral Bleeding and Psycroptic
Močvara, Zagreb

1.2. čet (+)
Therion and Grave Digger
Boogaloo Club, Zagreb


ps.ako sam nesto (zanimljivo) fulala...
nadopunit cu post kasnije.
rofl
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01.09.2006., petak

the Sea

It is calling for me,
calling for me
to go in,
to taste its salty flesh
and to be at one
with it.

I resist,
but its call
is getting stronger
and so
I obey it…

I feel the coldness
and warmth of it
at the same time.

I am going deeper
and I love it,
this pleasure that
it gave to me
is
wonderful.,

And so
I yearn for more,
more time to be
at one with the Sea…

written:08.08.06.g.
where: at the sea...

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21.07.2006., petak

THROWN PEACE

This place, this people
...
This feeling inside of me
that I can not explain
...
It just makes me
die inside,.

Death!
The only thing that
holds me in this
place.

I do not know why
but it makes me
want to reach
out and tuch
life ...
with death,.
which is a mistery
to me
now,
when I think about it
...
It makes me said
because I know that it
does not exist
in my life.

This may sound erratic
to you, mortals,
but I do not care,
it dose not bother me
at all...

Because you do not know
the difference between
life or death
...
You have chosen
a life of sin
that you can not change;
˝I can and I have˝.
...
If you want to change
I can not help you
any more... no...

You have to help yourself,
my dear friends.

Even thou
I love you
with all of my heart
you have throun it away,
like peace that your
God gave you
...

I have choosen
death
and so
because of that
I can not help you,.
no...
at list not any more
...

Goodbye!


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secound picce of poetry

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13.07.2006., četvrtak

25.06.06. 4Ivana

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I.

Ou how I wish that you were here with me
to share this bliss,
but you were not.

You live to far away

And you stil managed to
break my heart
with your words in a epistle

So I sit in this boat
thinking of you,
thinking of our cries and sorrows

But you are not here
so I have been left here to cry,
to cry because of you,.
my darling

Again have been left alone to cry
because of my lost love
that has faded away
in to the darkness

My dear angel of misery!!!

II.

If I had a blade I would cut myself
and
let blood run down my hand
as
Your pain has rained on my heart.
I can´t change your feelings
but I want to,. so badly
My darling.

Believe me

Some times I think of
how my life would be if
I never met you,
empty,
hollow,
bare,
a void

Oh yes

I so wish it was like that
now that I know
that you don´t want me anymore

My dearest lover

III.

I haven´t cryed like this for so long
and for that I thank you!
I can´t wait for the day of your return
and your plea to take you back…

oh I so can´t wait…

Because I want you back in to my arms
again…


this is my first picce of poetry
that I wrote this year


Enjoy ... especially you Ivana

written:25.06.06.
where: in a punt ; on Kupa


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13.06.2006., utorak

Report s koncerta - APOCALYPTICA

evo pisem ovaj izvjestaj s koncerta Apocalyptice
... kasnim zato sto sam tek sad (relativno) izasla iz transa ... mm...
da uglavnom, bilo je prekrasno
na koncert sam isla s mojom best frendicom (ever)..

prvo je svirala neka trudna ženska (ana nesto),
stvareno prelijepo,
naravno svirala je na violončalu
nakon nje bila je pauza nekih 15 min.
zaliven

vec sam se bila zabrinula da mi ne otkazu koncert,
nono

nakon pauze izasli su oni
the most beautiful guys I have ever seen..
Eicca, Perttu and Paavo
winkcerek
bas su bili ... mmm... uglavnom
prve dvije pjesme smo sjedile,
a onda smo se ustale i otisle skroz naprijed,
bile smo u tolikom transu da je to bilo mm...
nemogu nastavit rasplakat cu se (opet)

nisam bila ni u stanju slikat
(jos uvijek nisam u stanju da pisem o tom koncertu)
sve slike koje sam imam je moja frendica slikala s mobom...
nisu bas nesto,
ali bar ja znam da sam bila na njima i taj cu
koncert pamtiti do kraja svog zivota.

AH... IT IS TIME´S LIKE THIS THAT MAKE ME WONT TO BE A GROUPY!!!

loves ya Silverclaw 4 the ticket... cerekwave

evo nekih slika,
ali samo nekih: zujo

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tu su sva TRI... Perttu cerek, Eicca and Paavo

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tu je samo Perttu... cerek

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28.05.2006., nedjelja

S.O.S. … HELP ME!

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Inside me I´ m screaming
Nobody pays any attention to me
If I had arms I could kill myself
If I had legs I could run away
If I had a voice I could talk and be some
kind of company for myself
I could yell for help but nobody would help me
I´m joust going to see how I can go one like this


4u zicca § flekka
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17.05.2006., srijeda

RED

this is one of my dearest poetry... so here it is

I am the god of fire, god of anger
I am the god of burning, raging blood
I am the god of worriors and killlers
the likes of which you´ve never seen before.

One day I´ll bring distruction to your world
and on that day, you will not know my name
but what I do you will notsoon forget.

Such is the anger of a god of fire.

When mothers slit the throats of their own children
to drink their blood, then will you know my hatred!

When fire burns in blood of every beast
and man is wild, brainless, squealing game.

I will not come to you in raging chariot
In secret fact, I´ve already arrived.


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15.05.2006., ponedjeljak

The Sisters Of Mercy u Zagrebu!!!!

jedan od najutjecajnijih bandova i utemeljitelja gothic rocka osamdesetih godina,
nastupit će u Zagrebu 20. lipnja u prostoru Klaonica u Heinzlovoj ulici.

Cijena ulaznice je 200 kuna (ah, nema se para bang), a od 1. lipnja 220 kuna headbang.


U pretprodaji ih potražite na prodajnim mjestima u sustavu Eventima, Integralu, CD shopovima Dancing Bear, Aquarius, Planet Music, Free Bird, i Caffe baru Route 66.



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02.05.2006., utorak

Valpurgina noć

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U noći s 30.travnja na 1.svibanj slavila se Beltanska noć odnosno Valpurgina noć, pale se kresov, nose se upaljene baklje, vještice se skupljaju na svojim sastajalištima.

Cailleach Beara ove se noći pretvara u kamen i neće se vratiti u svoje normalno obličje sve do Samhaina. Ovo je doba Bela, Baala, Belenosa, odnosno Valpurge u čiju se čast pale kresovi.

U Škotskoj su postojale Baalove žrtve koje su se žrtvovale da bi se osigurala dobra godina. Papraqt koje se skuplja u ponoć 1. svibnja služi za zaštitu od zlih utjecanja i za otkrivanje skrivenog blaga.
Nekad se bijeli glog smio brati samo na 1. svibanj. Ruža koja se posadi tog dana ponovno će cvjetati u jesen.
Kresove - beltanske vatre - pale u parovima tri puta tri čovjeka, ili tri puta devet ljudi, velikom bakljom.
U Škotskoj su se palile glogovim kolcem i poticale hrastovim.
Ljudi su preskakivali plamen za sreću i plodnost. Stoka se vodila između dvije vatre da bi se blagoslovila. Govorilo se da ako dim beltanske vatre ode prema sjeveru, doći će hladna zima, ako ode prema jugu, proljeće će biti blago. Pepeo beltanske vatre čuvao se i koristio za čarolije plodnosti.

Ovo je dan rituala plodnosti i vesele svetkovine i bacanja ljubavnih čarolija (spellova). Prave se košare pune cvijecem, nose se vjenčići od cvijeća, odijeva se zelena odjeca itd.
Odaje se počast kućnim božanstvima.

Ujutro 1. svibnja treba promatrati izlazak sunca i umiti lice u jutarnjoj rosi jer na to jutro ona ima magicna svojstva i osigurava ljepotu.
Treba meditirati uz izvore jer oni cijele i daju životno važna svojstva i kvalitete koja samo takva sveta mjesta imaju i u kojima se održava Božica. Bere se cvijet bijelog gloga.


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27.04.2006., četvrtak

'A Vampire's Tragedy: One'

Where: Federal Reality Commission Headquarters, New York City, North America, FRC-Earth.
When: 1330 hours, Sunday, January 21, 2001.

"Hacker! Are they out of their minds?"
"Jake, what I'm trying to say is--"
"Are they out of their minds?"
"This is of great importance to the Commission, Jake."
"Are they out of their--?"
"Jake!"
The lieutenant quieted down. The tension had quickly reached the boiling, though none had existed just mere seconds before the briefing.
"This is very important from the boys at the top," Hacker One said, "They need to look good, and they need to look good NOW."
"Throwing our butts into the fire in order to pull their out, is that it?" Jake replied.
He sat back down on the desk and said, "That's what we're paid to do, isn't it?"
Jake put on a smirk and leaned back in his chair, "I've been in the Commission for about six years, ever since I was fourteen. I've been in border skirmishes, planetary bombings, civil conflicts, and internal riots. But THESE people give me the creeps."
"We do what we have to for democracy, Jake. Now, you have your orders. Brief your Reality Jumpers, and get in gear by twenty-hundred hours," Hacker ordered.
Jake watched Hacker sit behind his desk before he began to walk out. In the doorway, he turned around and said with a wisecrack tone, "Why are we waiting for a diplomatic delegation to arrive at eight o'clock at night?"
Hacker picked his head up and replied, "Theirs is a nocturnal culture, Jake."
"THAT'S what I'm saying!" Jake eed, "These people are creepy, and you know half the Commission wouldn't touch these people with a ten-mile tether!"
"Jake!" Hacker shouted, tapping his wristwatch, "Time's a wasting. You have your orders!"
Hacker was under pressure, but he understood the dire situation Jake was given. So he smiled to himself as Jake turned back around, flung his arms into the air and mumbled questionable language.


Where: War Room.
When: 1430 hours.

Chris shrugged, "That's all?"
"That's all."
"Escorting a diplomatic delegation through five days of peace talks is hardly our line of work, O fearless leader," Jackie said.
"Oh, it is this week, Jackie. You haven't heard who we're escorting."
"Well?" Mike asked, "Tell us!"
Jake sunk his hands into his pocket, not being able to hold back for a moment longer, "It's a multinational delegation from Tau 5-2-8."
Groans filled the room, even though there were only seven people seated around the table.
Bryan, however, was ignorant of the reference, and raised his hand, "I don't understand, boss."
Kim quickly responded, "It's an Alternate Earth deep within the Dark Zone. This is one of their capital worlds."
The officer, stunned, was left to drop his jaw and stare into nothing with a look of horror before saying, "Oh, God help us."
"Yeah, well," Jake said, "Divine intervention is not likely around here, mi compadre. Everyone here is going to report to the MediLab for inoculations. We will be at ID-Gateway Bravo at precisely twenty-hundred hours, where we will receive the delegation and escort them to temporary quarters. For the next five days, we will personally attend to their needs outside of negotiations, make sure they are comfortable while they are here."
Karen raised her hand.
"And no," Jake cut her off, saying, "You are not to give them anything that you wouldn't part with, if you catch my drift."
Chuckles from around the table greeted the remark. Anything to put his Jumpers at ease, Jake thought.
"Bravo Gate, twenty-hundred hours. Get your inoculations by then and suit up. Dismissed."
One by one, they got up off their chairs and headed out of the room. Jake said to them before they were out the door, "One more thing! No one below command staff is to know the exact nature of these negotiations. You are not to tell them any specifics about these people or their situation. Break every order if you want, but you are not to break this directive. That's all."


Where: MediLab.

"This won't sting," the doctor said as he prepped to inoculate Jake.
"Hasn't yet, Doc," Jake replied, "Still, sends shivers up my spine every time I think it might."
"Have I ever steered you wrong, Lieutenant?"
"Naw," Jake said, "So when are you going to inject me?"
The doctor pulled his away the instrument injecting Jake from his wrist, saying, "I already did."
Raising an eyebrow and flexing his hand, Jake was impressed, "Well. They just get more and more painless, don't they?"
Walking away from the bed, the doctor scribbled some notes on his pad and told Jake, "That's good for seventy-two hours, so return in a couple of days to be re-inoculated, won't you?"
Jake rose to his feet and replied, "I doubt I'll need THIS injection, Doc. They're just a scary bunch, that's all."
"Still. Oh, the boys in the research lab just finished these little prototypes, and I thought you might like them," the doctor said, picking up a small box and showing it to Jake.
"What are they?" Jake asked before he opened the box. "Contact lenses. I see fine, thank you very much."
"These are special. Put them on."
So Jake did. When they were both floating on his tears, he blinked twice and looked about the room. He shrugged, "Feels like those UV-resistant contacts I see on television. Strong suckers, too. But I got a pair of shades that do the job."
"Hold on," the doctor urged, pointing at the eye chart in the opposite corner of the room, "Now, can you read the bottom line?"
From twenty-five feet, it was impossible for Jake to read the letters, even with twenty-twenty vision. "No, sir. Come to think of it, these lenses don't do a thing to improve--"
"Now, watch closely."
Jake thought his eyes were going crazy. Instinctively, he covered his eyes with his hands and groaned. "Doc! What's the big idea?"
"Relax, Lieutenant!" the doctor eased him, "I just readjusted your lens with this remote. It's completely safe."
"What're you talking about!?"
"Open your eyes, Lieutenant. And read the bottom line, if you please."
Slowly and cautiously, he removed his hands from his eyelids, and gently opened his eyes. Jake blinked twice because he couldn't believe what he saw. "P...E...Z-O-L...C-F...T...D!"
"That's right. That's absolutely correct."
"Amazing. Ocular implants to see closer."
"Up to one-hundred times closer, Lieutenant," the doctor said, "It's the perfect tool for snooping around when you don't want to be seen with clunky old binoculars."
"Craaaaazy," Jake said, even more impressed over his new toys than over the painless inoculation, "Mind if I keep these?"
"They're all yours," he said, handing him the remote.
"Thanks. I gotta get going. Delegation's coming in a few hours."
"Good luck," the doctor said, following him out the door, "Oh, and keep them away from the rest of us normal folk, would ya? I don't want to have to inoculate more people than I have to!"


Where: Interdimensional Travel, Bravo Gate.
When: 2000 hours.

"Sorry I'm late," Chris said, straightening out his uniform, "Permission to join the welcoming group."
"Granted," Jake replied, "Glad you could join us. With luck, we'll probably outnumber them."
Jackie rolled her eyes upward, "God, just one of them is bad enough."
"They'll play nice," their leader said, "They have no choice if they want to keep doing business with the Commission."
"Sir," the technician interrupted, "Incoming transmission. Picking up four life signs. They should be here any second now."
"So they're alive?" Mike asked jokingly.
"That's enough, officer. It's time to greet our...friends."
A hole opened up in the gateway, as light poured into the room. As the gap in the gateway expanded from floor to ceiling, one figure stepped out after another, until four figures stood in front of the interdimensional device, facing the seven officers waiting to greet them.
"As representatives of the President of Earth and the Director of the Federal Reality Commission," Jake said, standing in front of his men, "We formally welcome you into our territory."
"The pleasure is ours," the lead woman, a tall fair-skinned figure wearing a flamboyant dress, replied, "I am Kerri Wilshire, lead negotiator of our world. This is Prince Tad from New Europe, his personal assistant Keaira Donovan, and my assistant Kern McDugan."
"An honor to meet you," Jake said to all while shaking their hands, indirectly instructing his Jumpers to do the same, "Our orders are to escort you to quarters here in the building."
"Actually," Keaira spoke up. With dark and mysterious eyes and skin just as fair as her partner Wilshire, she caught Jake's attention. "The journey was hardly tiring. We were wondering if we could tour your fine city for the night."
"Well," Jake stumbled while clearing his throat, "I'm afraid that's out of the question. Ah, at least for tonight. We have to formally process your credentials and travel visas, and that requires your staying on base for the night."
She and Wilshire bowed. "Of course," Keaira said, "Perhaps tomorrow."
"Perhaps. Now, if you please, we are under orders. This way, everyone."


Where: Elevator Bank East (high-capacity).

One by one, the delegation, along with the members of Jake's crew, filed into the elevator. Chris was the last to enter the car, and the one who held the door open when a voice called out, "Please, hold that elevator!"
It was Lieutenant Jeffries making the request. Jake recognized the voice and knew there might be trouble. He was the one whose team was escorting the other delegation around the building.
"Oh, Jake!" Jeffries eed as his men and the members of the second group of ambassadors followed behind, "I didn't realize it was you."
"Perhaps you should take another car, Kurt."
From the delegation standing in the hallway, a woman peeked out from the crowd and silently greeted Prince Tad, who quickly shied away. The lead negotiators, on the other hand, met each other with courteous, if cold, glances.
"You're absolutely right, Lieutenant. Don't worry about us."
Jake nodded as Chris let the door close, but not before the Prince returned the woman's glance in kind.


Where: Temporary Headquarters, medium security.

The Prince, Wilshire and McDugan were easily whisked to their quarters along the hallway. All that was left for Jake to do was show Keaira around their temporary residence.
"If you need anything," Jake said, "Just get the guy at the front desk on the videocom. If it's an emergency, just hit the red button. We'll be on base all this week so we'll get the signal if you use it. Is there anything I can get you or your delegation? Food? Water?"
Keaira shook her head as they walked along the hallway, "No, thank you. We rarely need such nourishment. Will that be all?"
"Well, I hope I don't have to tell you that you or anyone else in your group are not to go anywhere near the other delegation, or anywhere off-base without us."
"Understood. Don't worry, officer. Despite what you've heard about us," she said, covering Jake's cheek with her hand, "We'll be on our best behavior."
Jake felt no heat coming from her palm. He gently put her hand down, and told her, "That's all I ask. We will escort you to League Headquarters tomorrow evening as scheduled. Until then."
"Until then," Keaira said, grinning. Jake felt no other compulsion than to smile back before heading for the door.
"Double the guard duty," he whispered to the front guard as he stepped out.
Jake entered the main sector of the floor, where the rest of his Reality Jumpers stood to wait for him. They looked on with intent, hoping for a word from their leader. But he let out a deep breath and shook his head.
"Freakin' bunch of vampires."

to be contined

ako zelite citati nastavke ove trilogije... odite na elfwood yes
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26.04.2006., srijeda

Apocalyptica u Zagrebu!!!

04.06.06., nedjelja, 20:00 yes
KONCERTNA DVORANA ˝VATROSLAV LISINSKI˝
(o nou... zasto ne u tvornici ili bogaloo? ), Zagreb
koncert -
APOCALYPTICA ahhhh
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Sve popularniji classic/metal band dolazi u Zagreb.
Ulaznice su u prodaji od 18. travnja na blagajni dvorane ˝Vatroslav Lisinski˝ po cijeni 180 do 220 kn, eek
ovisno o mjestu u dvorani.


*kupila ja karte...
BWAHAHAHAHA wink (sad sam mirna)


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'Vampire thingy...'

The sun flaked away its dying moments as a pustule vomiting its innards for miles across an anaemic sky . Large clusters of clouds scabbed together forming a lesion scaled wrap across yet another pitch impaired dusk , and the skin less hills lay mute while I stared . But when I looked to my feet and the soils passive frowns below them I could here the pores of the hills stir and murmur . Its not often I come out side at this time ... not now , but when one lives in hope that a deserts sweat may have produced some type of liquid .. one wanders at the wrong points of night light. Even though the lands are bare and naked with vapid undertones there are those who walk unseen during the dark hours , and my bodies routine insists that I hide in a small broken shed while they do so roam and stray , most likely for the same reasons as my own do they meander here. They have not come so far as my wooden hovel yet but I have seen them from distances , they stalk the glances and govern the shadows , they are alas all there is . The planes of there faces are the wrong side of white , silhouetted against the dark more detached than part of it . Being said to have come before the darkness , and when I was alive I saw there food stocks. At first they arose as buildings and not easy to second guess , but after having stole inside I found that they were of quite another theme , shelves were fitted against the walls to the highest views of my eyes , and these shelves suspended large 7ft jars of glass like those you would imprison a simple butterfly in . Instead human beings lined the inside of the collection , wafting nude in some type of fluid. Younger entities dominated the superior rows of shelves , the eldest the lower areas . Some slender males in black garb walked in apon my horror but fortunately I did not enter there area of sight . I took the position of hiding behind one of the jars , oddly on the lowest shelf my choice of jar contained a young female . The men talking distracts my intrigue , I turn to there conversation again unfortunately a length of 20 metres separates us and disables my sight to envisage them properly . But from this distance I notice one distinguishing feature , two small nail like objects thrust obtusely over there lips from within there mouths , teeth . “This one here shall do nicely,” said one of the men as the other heaved up the jar with amazing force onto an unforseen trolley ,the body bobbed about like a cork, together the reeled it away to another building I suppose . I crept out from hiding in dismay only just realising that these were not actually considered as life but life force , a food in this world of cannibal type creatures . Then in this shaft of echoes I heard what I thought was to be a scratching , I turned to face the sound , the girl in the jar I had been standing behind was scratching at the glass of her jar . Others also followed in unison while all glaring directly at me , or my neck rather. To there surprise I hope I left back to my little apartment in the city , days passed and people began to go missing , in large masses until I was the only one left and with that I fled to the desert where there slowly coming along the sea of gravel . I’m the last one here as far as I know and as I have already stated , I can see them now , swaying inwards with the gloom , there hapless speech fluttering in my ears like a dispatched whisper . I can feel my neck tauten , I look down at my last little meal consisting of a bun and some shrubs. They clench along the sandy pathways , I can feel there slumbering steps . I look down at my bun while my hand begins to pick away at the blistering cover , little flecks of it fall apon its surroundings . They peal around the outside of the shed , one of them knocks the door away as a meanings of entrance , my little bun is now completely rid of its shell as my finger tears away at its inner dough fabrics . They fill in the dreariness of the rooms walls and one stands more forward than all the rest , he looks down at the bun ... then to me . He raises his hand and points to the window , motioning for me to gape out at its matter . Outside I can see two slender men dressed in black hold a large 7ft jar filled with some sort of fluid. The jar is empty and the glass lid has been removed . I gaze back at the leading one , he just nods as a short pyre of his two external teeth glint across his lips.


from elfwood... with love... cerek

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14.04.2006., petak

I´m coming

Jucer je dosla jedna moja frendica iz Trogira u Zg. mah
pa danas idemo u chmaru na
GUNS 'n' ROSES .... ah.. zijev cu na to ali nema veze
barem je ekipa dobra!party

evo jos malo reklama: smijeh

THE ROCK ZONE predstavlja...
GUNS 'n' ROSES PARTY!

22:00 15/20 KN
Srdačno vaš: dj White Trash Galore!

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22.03.2006., srijeda

'Tickling the Devil (poem)'


Some people like to trick the devil:

With a game of cards or dice.

I think he needs a tickle round his middle.

Make him laugh – that would be nice.



Some people like to hate the devil:

A demon with evil in his eyes.

I think he needs a tickle round his middle.

Make him giggle – to break the disguise.



Some people like love the devil:

Blood sacrifices, and the like.

I think he needs a tickle round his middle.

Not so evil – he’d prefer to smile.



Some people don’t believe in the devil:

Saying he wants a chuckle? Not me!

But I do think he needs a tickle round his middle.

Mysterious? And grinning? We’ll see!



So, when he shows up at your doorstep –

Saying you should be a demon like him.

Give the devil a tickle round his middle:

He’d rather chortle – it’s not a sin!



:)
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26.01.2006., četvrtak

Theatres Des Vampires u Močvari

EVO LJUDI...
malo obavjesti.... iz močvare

ja idem, pa ono ko hoce i ko voli gothic neka ide
jeftino, jeftino
DODITE!

VAMPYRIA 2006.

UTORAK 31.01. • V 20:00 K 21:00

THEATRES DES VAMPIRES
(Italija)
www.theatres-des-vampires.com

PHANTASMAGORIA
(Zagreb)
www.phantasmagoria93.com

Theatres Des Vampires su osnovali su 1994. Lord Vampyre (Vokal) i Fabian (klavijature) nakon raspada tada talijanskog kultnog benda Selpolcurm. Theatres Des Vampires su jedan od prvih bendova koji su stvorili novi stil Vampyre Metal spajajući horror i gothic tematiku s metal glazbom te sve što je povezano s vampirizmom. Njihova neiscrpna inspiracia je grof Drakula i njegovi sljedbenici. Stilski okaretizirani kao gothic symphonic metal dobivaju vrlo pozitivne kritika već za svoj prvi album „Vampyrisme, Necrophilie, Necrosadisme, Necrophagie“ koji je objavljen 1996. za etabliranu britansku izdavačku kuću Plastic Head. Na sljedećim albumima Theatres Des Vampires proširuju svoje glazbene vidike dodavajući dijelove klasične glazbe, elektronike, opere,... tako stvoreći svoj vlastiti i prepoznatljiv stil. Sa svojim četvrtim albumom „Suicide Vampire“ na kojem su kao gosti sudjelovali Valor iz Christian Death i Gian Pyras iz Cradle Of Filth objavljanog 2002. zadobivaju veliku pažnju od strane europskih i svijetskih medija koji proglašavaju „Suicide Vampire“ za jedan od boljih albuma u 2002. godini što je uvjetovlo nastupe na mnogim utjecajnim festivalima poput Wave And Gothic Treffen (najveći gothic festival na svijetu – Leizig – Njemačka), Gotham (London), Vampyria (London), svirali europsku turneju s Christian Death, ..... „Suicide Vampire“ je ujedno i savršen spoj black i gothic metala sa svim dodacima klasične i elektronske glazbe zbog čega Theatres Des Vampires proširuju svoj krug fanova i na gothic publiku. Zbog svojeg vampirskog image i live performancea su s jedne starne postigli kultni status i širok krug fanova dok su s druge stane privukli crkvu koja ih u Italiji, posebno u njihovom matičnom gradu Rimu proglašava za izvor zla i sotoniste pa tako nije rijetkost da na njihove koncerte dolazi biskup posvetit prostor i izvršti egorcizam mjesta gdje su Theatres Des Vampires svirali dok su im u Engleskoj otkazati neki od nastupa „zbog propagiranja samoubojstva“. Thetres Des Vampires imaju novi, šesti po redu album „Pleasure And Pain“ koji je odmah zadobio odlične kritike. Na novom albumu je ulogu glavnog vokala preuzela dosada prateći vokal Sonya Scarlet što se pokazalo kao vrlo uspjšan potez jer je uvelo potpuno novu dimenziju u njihov glazbeni izražaj. Sonya Scarlet svoje pjevanje ne temelji na tipičnom metal vokalu već svoj izraz pronalazi u karakternom i alternativnom pjevanju koje je vrlo upečatljivo i zanimljivo a pored toga na live performancima izvodi gotovo kazališnu predstavu. U sklopu svoje europske turneje Theatres Des Vampires nastupiti će i u zagrebačkoj Močvari 31.1. 2006. na happeningu nazvanom Vampyria 2005. zajedno sa zagrebačkim gothic bendom Phantasmagoria i za sada još nepoznatim gostima. Dj večeri biti će Tomi Phantasma.
Rezervacija ulaznica po pretprodajnoj cijeni za goste koji dolaze izvan Zagreba na tomisega@yahoo.com

Pretprodaja ulaznica: Kovač & Millennium, Masarykova 14; Planet Music, Ilica 37; Smart Shop, Ilica 37; Klon, Preradovićeva 12; Močvara, Trnjanski nasip bb.

upad u pretprodaji: 35 kn, na dan koncerta na blagajni kluba: 45 kn

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Abandoned - Ensiferum

Sing for your tears
a song of the hatred
No one can hear
'cause your life is forgotten
I want to give my life to you
but my will is tied with puppet strings
I am fighting and screaming alone
inside this empty room
They let you down, threw you in the rain
They let you down, sent you away... without a name
The night is dark when you're alone
and sometimes it can be so cruel
The rain keeps falling on me so coldly
'cause your wishes didn't come true
Nothing seems real anymore
as I dive into the sea of lies
I don't understand this sorrow
that keeps me sane


Hero In A Dream - Ensiferum

A witch read from the palm of his hand
that his life would turn into darkness
and alone he would face all demons
from his past that he tries to forget
An elder king warned of the dangers
that lie in the valleys of north and
his only change was to find his shadow
so he had to set forth

He is the man who travels in the land
of dragons and magic spells
He rides in the winds of fire and snow
and he rules the forest of elves

Slash of the golden sword
a flash in the burning night
Curse of the evil lord
He is fighting for his life for the last time

Oh such beauty in time, but it's just external
He cannot see the truth with his eyes, so he is bound by a lie


The snow starts falling in paradise, as he gazes at the stars
He will be born again in the sky, when the night turns into a dawn

On the way to the ancient castle of time
he will soon be damned by rage
so that his pride could betray him
when it's time to set him free
The tears in his mind had to be pushed aside
as he walked through the gates
He will never die
'cause he is truly a Hero in a Dream


Token Of Time - Ensiferum

Harvest the field of time
with the old man's scythe
The narrow path of the chosen one
reaches beyond life

I set sails for the ageless winds
No fear of dying or a thought of surrender
I threaten every barrier on my way
I am bound forever with Token of Time

Among the humble people
Everything is torn apart
but I'm blessed with faith
and bravely I shall go on

Are thou the bringer of hope and joy
that I've waited for years
I shall fight to restore the moon
Wisdoms of time are carved on the sacred wood

Do thou possess spiritual powers
that would dispel all my fears
I shall not die until the seal is broken
Token of Time is trusted in the hands of the chosen one


Little Dreamer - Ensiferum

Once there was a boy back in time of the heathens
Day after day he just kept dreaming things that would make him weaker
His father could not make him see, that there is more than dreams
But he wouldn't listen to the words of his father, 'cause he's a little dreamer

Along his quest for solitude
A wise man came and told him to follow the stars

He ran to the forest with whirlwinds by his side
He's lost in this world of lies
Take him back where rivers flow upwards
He is the one who lives
under a moonless sky looking for time
Take him back where stars are shining bright

Far in the lands of icetop mountains far on the other side
pictures are appearing so serenely into my mind
Far in the lands of meadows of fire deep in forgotten life
memories are drifting away so silently from light

Along his path of misery
A wise man came and told him to follow... the stars
Little Dreamer...


Eternal Wait - Ensiferum

Over the Forgotten sea
Voice of angel is calling for me
Somewhere, where the mountains collide
That's where I'll find my new life

I have carried this burden so long for you
that nothing but sorrow I feel
I have let myself believe
that nothing would hurt deeper than the truth

Never has the wind blown like thousand years ago
Everything that I've known has left me on my own
Never have I felt the rain fall down like the burning flames
All I see is the face of eternal wait

I hear your silent cry
lost in the rainy night
No reason to live for
one reason to die for

I am the one who has fallen into the path of shadows
(and that road never seems to end)
I am the one who has drowned into the river of tears



Battle Song - Ensiferum

Hear the sound of swords fulfill the night
Feel the winds of death on your skin
See the arrows fly, flaming in the sky
Hear the screams of men, as they die

We won this battle with might and fearless hearts
We came and we fulfilled our prophecy
So now we shall march back towards our kingdom
With heads up high and glimmering eyes
we returned with our glory

Silence now falls upon this blood red field
Vultures feasting with the flesh of dead bodies
"This is a great moment for all of us
but now its time to head back home victorious"


Little Angel Charon

LITTLE ANGEL YOUR WORLD CAN BE SO CRUEL
I SET YOUR WINGS ON FIRE EVERY NIGHT
I SEE YOU CRY
PAIN, I TAKE IT ALL AND HAVE SOME MORE (TONIGHT)
FIRE, IT LICKS YOUR SKIN BUT HEART IS COLD
A HEART THAT NEVER BEATS JUST FOR HERSELF
LITTLE ANGEL YOUR WORLD CAN BE SO CRUEL
I SET YOUR WINGS ON FIRE EVERY NIGHT
I DIE FOR YOU EVERYTIME
I SEE YOU CRY
RAIN, I SHOWER IN HER DROPS OF TEARS (TONIGHT)
OH FOR OUR HATE, SHE CRAVED NO MORE BUT HAVE IT ALL
SHE TOOK SOME PAIN AND STARTED AGAIN
STARTED TO LOOSE HER LIFE BEFORE MY EYES
A HEART THAT NEVER BEATS FOR NO ONE ELSE



Sister Misery - Charon

Let my body burn,
Let my body swirl around you,
All around you.
Let me come inside,
Let me be a part of you tonight.
Come to taste my, come to taste,

All we cried comes crawling back before it burns my world,
Tonight, we'll sing our sorrow, sing our sorrow song.

Take me tonight, sing our sorrow song,
Die sister die.

You don't need to cry,
I can show what it's like for you to spare you from this pain,
You're forever here, you're forever here in my heart,
And I love to die for you.

All we cried comes crawling back before it burns my world,
Tonight, we'll sing our sorrow, sing our sorrow song.

Take me tonight, sing our sorrow song,
Die sister die, sing our sorrow song,
Take me tonight, sing our sorrow song,
Die sister die.


. :Sorrowsong : . Charon
THIS ALL YOU KEPT INSIDE
ONCE YOU GAVE IT ALL
SORROW AND DESPAIR
TOOK ME WHERE I BELONG
SHE WAS ALL I CREATE
SHE WAS ALL I CRAVED
SORROW AND DESPAIR
MADE ME FEEL THIS WAY

THIS WAY I`LL CHOOSE LIKE YOU
THIS HEART I`LL CEASE LIKE YOU

WHITE SHEETS AROUND
ROSE IN HER HAND
AND FACE ALIKE SHE NEVER HAD TO CRY
THIS ALL I NEED TO TELL
THIS ALL I HAD TO WEEP
TOMORROW COMES WITH PEACE
AND PEACE IS WHAT I NEED
INSIDE MY HEART IT RAINS
I CRAVE NO MORE TO SAY

THIS WAY I`LL CHOOSE LIKE YOU
THIS HEART I`LL CEASE LIKE YOU

WHITE SHEETS AROUND
ROSE IN OUR HANDS
AND FACES LIKE WE NEVER HAD TO CRY
RAIN FADES TODAY
IT RAINED ALL OUR LIVES
INSIDE OUR HEARTS WE NEVER HAD TO DIE




Dreaming Neon Black - Nevermore

Again it poured over me in waves.
When she left with them she said I must
break free from the dark. I tried to tell her
of their poison, she chose not to hear.
She was never seen again
Sometimes when I'm alone I still feel you
Your breath on my neck, you're still with me
And I'm still dreaming neon black
I wait for you, to taste your unknown world
The clock spins to time that must mean nothing
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
And wash away my innocence and fear
Sometimes I wonder where you are, can you feel my tears?
I never knew what changed you
Did they paint your dreams in pale shades?
I wait for you, you know you cannot hide
Division from within invalidates suffering
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
And wash away my innocence
I am a child of light living in your mind
The pain, the unknowing washes away in time
Until then will you meet me whenever I call to you?
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
and wash away my innocence
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
And wash away my innocence
Meet me
My only cure won't you meet me?
In the drowning pool of fate the moon and the sun still wait
Won't you meet me?
I suffer silently for our love, the jester has lost his dove


Vampiria Moonspell

Vampiria, you are my destiny
My only love and true destiny
Vampiria...
You’re a beast, evil one
Above your head lays a star
In your heart is buried the jewel
Of a serpent who wished to die
Your red long tongue has her poison
And you will spread it as you breed
Conceiving the creed of all creeds
Vampiria, fly vampiria
In your eye burn, defying
All those who in silence sleep
In a city once named desire
Dreaming with the entombed dear
The lady has fallen in a blossom
Spread far away by undesirable winds
To females conspiring in gloom
Hiding your pearls from the pigs
So open your arms!
They were shaped as wings
A serenade of revenge draw on your lips
The sombre hill you’re staying in
Is now defined
And your star had start to shine
Depart now on your bright wings
The world envy
The skies have always seduced you
Precious queen
And you know your time has come
To fly away with me, so far...



Forever Stay - Darkseed

The hours are slipping by
i stare into the night
into my deep blue sea
of unforgotten memory
i paint your face
into my mind
and kiss your tears away
for me there's only you

i want you here, forever stay
my heart torn in two
i'll hold you close to ease your pain
'cause i feel it too

we are two souls in moonlit autumn nights
rebelling hearts on wings of gentle smiles
peaceful earth and star-filled skies
no demon, devil, ghost will make us cry

i want you here, forever stay
my heart torn in two
i'll hold you close to ease your pain
'cause i feel it too
forever stay and save the day
forever stay


Bittersweer - Apocalyptica

I'm giving up the ghost of love
In the shadows cast on devotion

She is the one that I adore
Queen of my silent suffocation

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet
I won't give up
I'm possessed by her

I'm bearing a cross
She's turned into my good

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet
I want you
(I'm wanting you)
And I need you
(And i'm needing you)

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet


Deep Red- Apoptygma Berzerk
Deep red is blurring my eyes
I'll wait in the closet until tonight
I want you to explain your feelings to me
The blade on your skin is what matters to me
I would wait for you to scream and shout, but
You open your mouth, and blood runs out...

You open your mouth, and blood runs out

The knife cuts through her skin
And you're heart starts beating faster
You feel the pressure within
As you look into her eyes


An Erotic Alchemy - Moonspell

Queen of all my sleepless nights
For whose beauty i, faun
Have played my pipes, with heart
Queen in white silk, skin like milk
Horns of faun, lips of dawn

You are now honoured you with my presence
As I’m honoured by your sight
I crown your perfection
The predator in your breast, I devour

’tempted is now my light body’

From where it burns spirals of exotic scents
Rose, sandal, jasmine, all kinds of incense
Aged fragrances only dreamed of once
Dragons do dream far beyond the sense
We make love in the dusty throne
Of a modern sodoma

’come to me, step further into my nakedness
Caress me in your breasts of fire’
’breed my flame, have no fear or weakness
I welcome you in my hole of desire’

’have me now, prince, have me here’

Your beg still whispers in my ear
Daylight has broken into a strange nostalgia
Night tired candles seem like two lovers
Melt in a embrace of conspiracy

Between us there is this strange chemistry
But would you die for me?
Would you die for what I’ve longed to be?

’imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything,
With a dissolute imagination of the like which has never been seen,
Atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell
And kill me again or take me as I am,
For I shall not change.’
(de sade)
’breed of a nameless force, origin of our sin
We are as large as gods, we are their tragedy
We are the four arms of the solar cross
Lightning in incredulous faces the flames of uthopy’
Would you die for this


Dante's prayer - Loreena McKennitt

When the dark wood fell before me
And all the paths were overgrown
When the priests of pride say there is no other way
I tilled the sorrows of stone

I did not believe because I could not see
Though you came to me in the night
When the dawn seemed forever lost
You showed me your love in the light of the stars

Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me

Then the mountain rose before me
By the deep well of desire
From the fountain of forgiveness
Beyond the ice and the fire

Though we share this humble path, alone
How fragile is the heart
Oh give these clay feet wings to fly
To touch the face of the stars

Breathe life into this feeble heart
Lift this mortal veil of fear
Take these crumbled hopes, etched with tears
We'll rise above these earthly cares

Please remember me
Please remember me, ...


She Is The Dark - My Dying Bride

A cruel sleep 'cross our land
All withered and dying
As they fall, the victims
They're dying a sad death
In our land, we lay down
And suffer again
A dark girl 'cross our land
Is pacing. Is preying
And with her, a fever
A marching black fever
No eyes see. No features
Just black form, suffering
You have her sympathy
You have her tears
She tries only to take
All your fears
The pain she feels
When she drinks your soul
Is hers to suffer
It is her toll
Believe me, she's helpless
When she curses our [signs your?] land
When she swallows light
It's not her hand
Poison awaits when you kiss her
Her heart cries out for you, for me
Untold misery is hers to serve
out for eternity
Out cold. Mankind will stay
forevermore if she gets her way
She can't help it. It's her curse
To sing your pain in her own verse
She is the dark
The nightmares you hide
The pain you feel
The suffering inside
Though she was like you
Through her dark past
But now, the conqueror
Her choirs vast
Oh, please forgive her
As mankind dies
As angels weep
And heaven cries


Dear Carniwhore - For My Pain

You threw your web right down on me
You suck my blood just to live
You're the black princess in the garden of grief
Eating me piece by piece
To be with you is like mouth full of spiders
Like needles under my skin
To sleep with you is like a bed filled by snakes
Something I can't resist
Oh, licking your bloody lips,
Smiling and sucking your fingertips
Oh, lash me with your whip
I'm your slave... My dear carniwhore
You're the cocaine on my filthy mirror
Oh my god how I need you
Living in fear to be left alone
My lips turn to blue
I'm like a sheep among the hungry wolves
This is my sorrow blues
You're the poison in my veins
I'm just a fool in your game
In the prison of my own frontiers
Loneliness is my worst fear
Blinded by your heavenly smile
And my soul is the price
Oh, licking your bloody lips,
Smiling and sucking your fingertips
Oh, lash me with your whip
I'm your slave, for you I bleed



Dancer In The Dark - For My Pain

The only hope in this endless night
Is to follow you through the shadows of the deepest blue, away from the light
I hear your voice is calling me: "Don't be afraid"
But there's something deep inside of me
Forcing me to turn away*

Take my hand, don't turn away, I need you to stay
I know a place where the light and the dark can become as one
This loneliness is killing me
Is there a place we both can live?

You're the dancer in the dark*
You're the child of the light
You're the sinner of all time*
You're the saint with wings so white
You're the distant shape in the night*
You're all the innocence left alive
You're like tainted sun*
You're the star shining bright

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